New dog,housing issues

have been training pup with trainer to be service animal. Waiting on doctor's note too. Have had some complaints by neighbors of barking and that he is a bull terrier and they are afraid and how I am braking lease with her here. Since will be a service dog she can stay as is the law. Management doesn't supercede the law.

I have been threatened with eviction if don't remove dog. I defended her and self and am waiting on documentation from doctor saying I need her and trainer that she is in training.

Next week inspection but aide and me will get apt up to their standards. I am casual and i do basic cleaning and am not anal and live comfortably. They do not. I need it in writing on how they specifically want place kept. I need to call my advocate and get something from my doctor regarding this

as my health can be effected by these people. Mgr. brought up something from last year before she took over management as of 6/1/07. I said my side of things.

She then says I have to get my cat to vet for exam and shots when she is an indoor cat and is fine. I don't want to take her.

She also wants me to sign a new lease when old one is still in effect til 6/30/07 of next year and place is funded by same company. I won't as have a bad feeling about it. UTA,United Tenants Association said I don't have to as is illegal.

Just trying to get them off my back. They however seem to bring up other things. Place is substandard as things are not being fixed in timely manner. That is ok but I am looked at with a microscope. Feel like I live in fish bowl here.

Neighbors have spoken of me in ear shot. They get away with it, yet my complaints are not heard. She believes them as there are 6 of them against me. There are 24 units here and the rest don't call as live their lives.

I need to contact my advocate to get help with this as I feel like I am preparing a case and am an attorney. I need someone to protect my interests. Will see therapist MOnday. Need her to write something about how last year they pressured me and I got sick. DAn and John staff here were disrespectful to me as I don't keep apt like them. They also did surprise inspection and only gave me a 1/2 to fix up before came back. Violated constitution search and seizure. They should have given written notice.

Will keep you up to speed with all this. I look at inspirational quotes and also on motivation interim as tho cheap I live in a very unhealthy environment (negative) and since I am a sensitive I am very effected by it espcially since i work from home. I look for car and then when have look for a cottage in private setting.

I got to stay in a park with my dog today as was with dog trainer

Was getting a lesson. They said no dogs here and I said she is a work dog not a pet. Later today I walked into Mobil Matrt with Carvel and subway attached to it and I got a sub and sundae. Manager didn't have a problem but young chick behind county didn't want dog and I said you all have to let me in or I call police and who ever doesn't let me in can be arrested and place gets fined as is the law. She shut up fast. Also I said I got in park after she said they don't allow dogs. I live in a rural community behind the times who only seem to understand blingd and deaf with work dogs and not those with invisible ones like me. I carry not from my doctor as need Brandy and proof of training from trainer. Brandy is a rescue trained to be assistance dog. I already battled for her in my housing agianst about 6 closed minded mean spirted old bitties as live in senior disabled housing. They tried to get me out as I'm not 100 like them. They are gossipy too and do it as I pass or near my windows and doors. Makes me nutty. Sometimes there is an art show or there is a free swim at pool or bird watching in park,art class but while I can afford to see it and participate paying $ 10 round trip for taxi gets costly. WAs supposed to get $ for transport but funding lost due to budget cut backs. rest here do own thing. Noone here to talk to or be with. So is lonely. Average person wants nothing to do with me as not much in common. I have no husband as I attracted users and abusers and no kids as I felt not fair as I felt I wouldn't make a good mother as medicine fatigues me and I go thru memory loss so don't do alot in day. Hard to motivate self and concentrate too. I often feel like I'm in a box. While there are grouips to support those with disabilities, other than day programs which not alot goin on, there is not much for those with disabilites. Would be nice if I could attend an art class or studio art time with local artists,jam with other singers and guitarist,attend a writer's work shop,meet with a gardening group. There are some in my area but I haven't been able to get to any.

I came up here with a freind but he is a dry alcoholic who is irresponsible with $ and doesn't open mail or handle his affairs well. WE came up north from outside city together but while he visits occasionally I only have me to depend on. He likes to cook,garden,pets and is a good listener. That is all.
Sadly I get quite down and find it hard to get inspired as little $,no car(shared one),few people to do things with,most work or go to school and my life is different. I accept this. I have been looking for used car '95 or older from private owner as don't have much to play with. Once get can be out of here alot.

I asserted self today and wasn't passive or aggressive. May have been bullied and victimized and even am now in my housing but I stood my ground today