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Brian Moss has to have been the most charismatic photog I've ever worked with- I got a small crush on him while shooting and wondered if he had the same effect on other women! LOL
I am always surprised by the hits I get... it's not alot, but people do seem to find me thru my blog (ie: exlandlady, old friends, ANYONE I ever have mentioned in my blog... etc).
I am surprisingly careful (sadly) on what I say... my xanga blog has some protected enteries which are more private that I can let you see (since you aren't anyone I've ever blogged about or had any issues with or anything).
My myspace blog gets more hits, though.
You know, I always hated to classify sex workers as having addictions... but every chick I've ever known who does pornography, strips, or edges into those even more illegal realms is a pothead.... atleast... so good point...
is my opinion one has issues who do this stemming from abuse. It is a power trip for many and in fact I think some women hate men with good reason as I know myself has been hurt by behavoiur of many to point I don't date and am more stable.
In many cases women can't communicate their feelings effectively in a safe environment and have been invalidated and gas lighted to feel nuts and that their views don't matter. Web cam chat can be done home,in private,set one's own hours,no taxes,no authority figures and gal runs the show which is appealing. Unfortuntely when men ask to see us play with selves,spread and the like we are being exploited once again like we were when we were children when we were too young to defend selves. I for one wasn't allowed to express low feelings or opinons at all safely in my home as was met with anger and risk of being thrown out in street. WAs when hit 17 anyway. For many women ..they have taken on the victim role or scape goat once again at work,in home and abuse continues until they realize it and work to change the behaviour and heal which takes time in therapy and meetings. Has been my experience as some jobs catered to my shopping addiction for one. Sex industry is run by the mafia and other nefarious groups and the women's welfare is of little concern. This industry makes it's $ off people with sex addiction as sex is numbing and ups mood like a drug and the frequency is increased to feel good til control is lost. Women are labeled sluts and nymphos and dissed and treated like trash and risk pregnancy and disease or worse. I can't possibly see how one would have good self esteem doing porn or escort no matter how much they like sex. I deluded self into thinking would be ok to do cam chat as I like sex and have a high sex drive. What I didn't realize is the why I had a high sex drive. Was more than being in prime,a natural thing,feels good..I had little control with men on dates when tey came over and it got physical quickly only for them to never be seen again. Why on last dates I with held it and as ceilbate a year before. Sex withouot love and caring is addiction. Is ok for a man who risks little. Look at some of these women closely and talk to them. Alot of chat is about keeping up how they look for camera. very shallow in a world full of social problems. Or alot of dialogue is about men..rwill he call does he like me? Waht about do we like them?! I tried to hard with them and they cared for selves is waht I finally learned and unlike some I don't need em as can get off by myself, no BS, heart ache, mood swings or head games.
I think your burlesque and photography concepts are more rewarding. Perhaps yo could even manage some women thinning of getting into modeling artistically. For me I need to walk closely with God as without him I am lost as hard to trust anyone now adays. I just keep doing the next sobr thing so can live with me. :) -Ann
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