Friends/Lovers

Of late I wake up in the morning pretty down and it extends thru the day. I treated to self to an italian entree and had it delivered to my home which cheered me some. I do some work on site at night. Was up pretty late last night into morning...We had quite a bit of snow here so I wasn't about to go anywhere today anyway so slept in til 12. WAs gonna do some wash but didn't have much so will wait on that.

I am not dating anyone as always turns out badly. As for friends, I only have one. My female friend sees me whenever and I have low expectations where she is concerned. Am looking forward to getitng some transportation so I can go to some social things like art studio time with other artists,yoag and meditation and occasinal plays and such at gallery and opera house here. I have noone to tak to where I live as they are pretty mean and find me odd as they don't understand me. Is best I don't deal with them. They act very inconsistently like one day hi next day ignore me and if I try to initiate a caht they bite my head off so they are wacked. Atleast I have a home tho.