Vagina Monologues

Deals with women getting comfortable with sexuality and vagina as in this society we have been oppressed, molded to not like sex,stuggle with whore/madonna image,beheld up to impossible perfectionistic standards,be caretakers to all,have coped with violence thru rape or other abuse...

Ever get waited on second if a man is standing in front of you in a store or restaurant?! Does because he has a penis and I ahve a vagina warrant me to be treating like I am invisible?! On such occasions I usually say excuse but i was standing here first and I look person right in eye and don't back down. At such moments I may be ocnsidered a B but is ok as it is then that I feel I am being me and standing up for self. Ever get a crappy seat or service because you are alone in a restaurant?! I still get served as I have a right to go out alone and don't need someone withme all the time to enjoy myself! Don't be such a people pleaser and nice girl and lose self I say as I went along with things before. It was so bad taht I couldn't say NO! to men and slept with them when didn't even like em. Nuts! I didn't like me. I am about being true to me now.

I do not like being talked about but I have no control over it as in my outer environment. Today tho I like me and am walking with God and doing next sober thing despite occasional temptatons.